LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
Can someone please tell me how the hell i’m supposed to tell someone who is the closest thing i have to a best friend, that her boyfriend of a year and some has cheated on her twice, with another guy? when that other guy is MY FRIEND AS WELL, and i would be ruining his effing life, her life, and her BFs life. WHAT THE HELL. Why did he have to tell me!? i DID not want to know, i really wish i could jump into the world of Harry Potter and have my memory magically erased because OBVIOUSLY i must tell her, and not let her waste another precious moment on that scum bag, but why me?! WHY ME,what the fuck do i do? I never asked him to tell me, he just blurted it out and its been eating me up inside. Everytime i look at her i want to burst into tears, this is going to demolish her. And it happened so long ago, but i just found out like last week. I don’t want to tell her, i want either her BF or the ‘other’ guy to tell her. I WAS NOT THERE. I don’t know what the hell happened, or how many times, or why, or what was going through their minds, WHY IS IT MY JOB? I love her and can’t stand to see such a good person lvie a lie. I can’t let her. But i also don’t want to be the one to break the news. Or explain. Because all i know is that it was more than once and over the line, completely. And that she doesn’t deserve it in the slightest. what. the fuck. do i do. Of all people, why do i have to make this decision. If I say nothing, everything is perfectly fine but a perfect lie. and if i say something, three people, at the least’s lives will be utterly RUINED. But telling her is what is right. FUCK.
